Below are the 18 most recent journal entries recorded in xuan's LiveJournal:

Sunday, May 17th, 2009
8:56 pm	MOVED! www.ohchloes.blogspot.com www.ohchloes.blogspot.com (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, October 9th, 2008
9:05 pm	I think I'm moving back www.allmessed-upp.blogspot.com :D nope, i won't be deleting this blog or acc bcos i still want to join the fab comms here! REMEMBER TO RELINK! (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 8th, 2008
11:35 pm	Feeling very exhausted now so this shall just be a short post of long updates. 1. EMath P2 mock tmr @ 2.30pm 2. Math tuition for 3hrs tmr @ 4.30pm 3. Eng night study on fri @ 6.15pm w zq 4. (Probably) chem night study after eng w yx 5. Mon O LEVEL CHEM/PHY PRACT. briefing @ 2pm 6. Eng Mock P1 on mon @ 2.30pm 7. Chem pract session(tuition) on wed @ Bishan(wth) 8. Math night study on wed @ 5.30pm 9. O LEVEL CHEM/PHY PRACT. on thurs 10. Bring-forward-chem-tuition lessons on fri @ 12pm-3pm/3pm-6pm 11. Usual lessons everyday(no study leave for me ):) Current Mood: giddy Current Music: COLDPLAY (Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 7th, 2008
8:05 pm	Happy 16th Birthday, Manting! :D (smilesmilesmile!) Current Mood: envious Current Music: THE VERONICAS (Comment on this)
Monday, October 6th, 2008
9:49 pm	Happy 16th Birthday, Mel! :D (eligible for NC16 movies already, hahahaha)  and thanks Miss Kim for the 'goodbye' message and Mrs Sim for the small figurines! (Denise's yellow, mine red) Current Mood: okay Current Music: HILARY DUFF (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 5th, 2008
6:45 pm	Happy 16th Birthday, Sebast! :D (hope you've recieved lots of gifts! haha.)   Happy 1 year anniversary, TVXQ ♥ We'll look at the rainbow after the rainy night. We'll look at the rising sun at dawn. We'll look at the sunset at dusk. Eternal, forever, together. Current Mood: grateful Current Music: Mirotic -TVXQ (Comment on this)
Saturday, October 4th, 2008
9:44 pm	So, I joined the c.science tuition class today. Was a much noisier and livelier(?) class compared to the one I used to had. Oh, I seemed to lost my eng nov tys. Zzz. Okay, nvm, shall do the compre during recess on mon. Science mock was average. Chemistry was easy, phy was quite tough. And I think I'm going to apply for the study break since daph said since she can why not me, just hope that I ain't too late for it. Alright, I'm getting sleepy. Bye. Current Mood: productive Current Music: S.O.S -Jonas Brothers (Comment on this)
Friday, October 3rd, 2008
11:55 pm	Hypocrite, you suck. Only human -K(One litre of tears) Muscle pain ): BVG captain's ball on thurs during mass pe. Funfunfun. AMath p2, math tuition, math lesson in library, chits, chats. Got an overall A2 for amath mock and of cos, not feeling happy at all. Didn't do quite well for p2 that's why. Study break next week which doesn't concern me at all ): Hectic schedule ahead which I, of cos, ain't looking very forward to. Rather, am looking forward to the days after o's. Night studies and more night studies. Do they really help? HCL p1 tdy. Wrote a 4pg-long essay and 2pg-long letter, nearly didn't have time to finish. But I think my essay is like 30% crap. Knvm. Idk why I'm blogging in blocks of words tdy. Whocares. Kthxbai. Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: Only human -K (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 1st, 2008
8:32 pm	"Say what you mean, mean what you say." Omg, on an earlier date, Hyunbin came to sg to film his new show 'Worlds Within' and even had a conference here. Ohmygawd, I didn't even know that. He was here for 10 days. While I'm complaining abt not knowing his presence, I'm hoping very badly for TVXQ to come. And another thing which made me felt 'ohmygawd' was that the ad on my blog flashed 'TVXQ mirotic, the highly anticipated 4th korean album...'. LOL. So cool. Current Mood: uncomfortable Current Music: Crazy in love -Beyonce (Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 30th, 2008
6:50 pm	Some people just won't get it. Perfect perf. Welcome TVXQ back to korea after 1yr7months! Woo. Today.seriously.wasn't.a.good.day. I really feel like cursing now but I'm trying to bury my emotions and giving you some face. Some people, are just so... I can't find the right word to describe. The feeling sucks okay. Damnit. Thank god it's a holiday tmr. Tyvm. And on a lighter note, I've got A1 for my amath mock p1 :D andand I've ordered mirotic cd+pb :D Current Mood: infuriated Current Music: Shut up -Black Eyed Peas (Comment on this)
Monday, September 29th, 2008
9:57 pm	Like we always do. I'm so unlucky today I got locked outside my house for 2hrs. I didn't take my key out with me this morning, thinking that my sis would probably be at home by the time I return. Who knows my mom brought her to her office and no one is at home. So, had to go to the foodcourt to kill time while I did a little bit of work. So, a quick update/reminder on things recently. One, Wednesday is a holiday. Two, listen to Look at the sunset everyday at 6-7pm. Three, Revise for sat's science mock. Four, tidy my room. Five, hist tests on next mon & wed. Six, chinese mock this fri & next. Seven, get my new phone. Eight, thurs amath p2 mock. Current Mood: rushed Current Music: Good girl gone bad -Rihanna (Comment on this)
Sunday, September 28th, 2008
2:52 pm	The warm and lovely sunshine. Had diarrhoea in the aftn just before preparing for tuition. I really hate diarrhoea bcos they make me feel so weak and uncomfortable. But felt slightly better after some rest. I suspect it's the mee siam I ate. But my mom keeps claiming it's the green tea I drank. It doesn't sound convincing enough for me, ops. I don't know is it me being too sensitive, or just that everyone is under the same stress that's why they're treating me like this. Yeah, since I'm in a good mood now, I'll just try to understand." Omg, I'm so addicted to crazy love. Hahahaha. TVXQ's 4th album is out already in korea and yx had found the songs in the album so I've got the chance to hear them. Overall, I love all the songs but there's some which I like even more, like: Mirotic, Look at the sunset, Crazy love, You're my melody, Flower lady. Yeahyeah, I want to buy it after it's imported into sg. Oh, I've yet to get Doushite =.= Current Mood: pleased Current Music: Nobody -Wonder Girls (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 27th, 2008
9:50 pm	You made me realise my deflated confidence was always there. "When I say I don't mind, I'm may be trying to convince myself, not you." I just woke up from my 4.5hrs sleep. Was awaked by the consistent ringing of phone. Then I realise it was night(or morning)? I, still in the sleeping mode, am kinda confused if I slept till the next morning, or the next night. Okay, so it's still saturday night. My family went out without me ): Maybe they couldn't wake me up. I guess my brain is really tired. My eyes are kinda swollen now and pain. Know what? I'm still waiting for my chicken chop dinner. Emath & Amath P1 tdy. Yayye. I'm glad I can do most of the qns for Amath, probably bcos it's similar to the O's standard. I wouldn't have to drop Amath yeah. I'm really relieved and glad. Ohmygawd. I'm still feeling unbelievable. Okay putting those emotions aside, I shall rant on some other things. One, I'm getting many many tuition sessions. Two, teachers are trying hard to brush up my skills for practical. Three, I really want TVXQ's 4th album bcos the songs are really nice. Four, I need more sleeps. Five, I've yet to get my new phone and am wondering when is my mom gng to get it for me. Six, I hvnt bought clothes for months already. Seven, my sis just said smth in the aftn which made me felt so hurt. Eight, I hate this world and myself. Lastly, I want to get an airplane ticket to Japan to find TVXQ. Current Mood: giggly Current Music: Crazy Love -TVXQ (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 25th, 2008
8:52 pm	"I've got you under my skin." Leehom's concert on 1st Nov! Ohmygawd. Bad date, bad choice. I'm having the hard core O's, yeah. I really want to attend his concert though I'm saving up for TVXQ's too. I want to see him play his violin, piano, maybe a short erhu perf. or drums or whatever he can play. He's so multi-talented. Ohmygawd. Omg. Omo. I can't go ): Went cp to have late lunch/early dinner @ mos burger. Did a little hmk before being chased off by a woman who was starring at us intently. Nvm, I don't want to recall the look on her face. Went to the library and was chased off by the librarian who claimed that readers needed space to read when there wasn't even anyone reading thr, bcos it was the children's section(ops). But nvm, we know she's trying hard to be her best as a librarian. Went home after that, feeling dejected. p.s: I want to get my new phone asap. Current Mood: blank Current Music: Pretty In Punk -Fall out boy (Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 24th, 2008
10:15 pm	Silver heart jacket and paper aeroplanes. I'm totally drained out now. Had an academic marathon just now. Right after the last period of the timetable, there was hist remedial then I went for my lunch and went right after that to the chem lab to start practising my practical. Did 2, which was quite satisfactory though I think I still need to improve on writing the observations. Then straight away was amath night study which lasted for 2.5hrs for me. It wasn't very constructive bcos I've only managed to finished the other half of bpghs p2 and abt half of scgs p1. Probably felt too tired by then. Kinda felt even more worried for sat's mock. I don't know why I'm being more careless than usual this term. Something's wrong. Yep, that more or less summarised the day. Ystd during assembly, some men from the sg arm force vocals(?) came and did pretty great acapellas and beatbox. It was the best and funniest assembly throughout my whole sec sch life. It was the first time I felt really impressed by the performers. It's not that I didn't like other performers but, I felt a stronger sense of admiration this time. But of course, TVXQ sounds the best still, to me(and yx). We were feeling very high sitting at the back of the back of hall, cheering and clapping. It was a pity time passed too fast ): Current Mood: lethargic Current Music: Division -Aly & Aj (Comment on this)
Monday, September 22nd, 2008
10:13 pm	Life is not about having confidence, but the decisions we made that boost it. Current Mood: disappointed Current Music: Mirotic -TVXQ (Comment on this)
Sunday, September 21st, 2008
9:25 pm	Laugh for the love. Bye weekends and hello to weekdays. I'm so gng to be quite busy for this week. Having amath rmd tmr isn't the only issue, I think I'm having amath night study as well. Not sure if I'm still having chem night study since I've already dropped to combined. The answer is most probably a no. Many extra lessons for chem & phy tuitions made me feel kinda worried it'd take up too much of my time since there's no need for me to study particular chapters for combined. And I'm still considering if I should just quit to not waste time during each session, listening to the teacher talking all about pure sci chpts for a whole 1.5hr. Yeah, joining the combined sci class tmr makes me feel unusually kinda weird. I hope I'd adapt to this change asap. 1 more month to the start of o's and arnd <2mnths to the end of everything. Current Mood: anxious Current Music: Rise and fall -Craig David (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 20th, 2008
6:18 pm	Case closed. Okay, so I just realised I hvnt been blogging for only 6 days, close to a week. But I swear it feels like 6 months. Many things happened recently, and I've been thinking about them all day long. I'm effin frustrated at first because I couldn't come to a conclusion. Prelims ended weeks ago I didn't really do quite well, unless you strike off science and amath. So, I've got distinctions for all other subjects except amath, science & english. Having amath mock exam next week and it's gng to determine if I can continue this subject. Well, of course I would like to! I've already decided dropping to combined because I think I can cope much better with it rather than struggling with pure. Yep, I've cracked and burnt so much of my brain tissues after finally made this decision. I do feel a little lost, a little defeated, but oh well, feeling depressed doesn't earn me any bonus pts. So, heck care about those emotions stuffs. I'm still trying to convince myself dropping is the best decision yet, couldn't help but feel pure sounds so much better. But then, again, it sounding nice or not won't help me much. Yep, I think I'd stick to this. Pray. Anyway, I've moved here so please relink me if you happen to read this. Thankyou. (Comment on this)